STARTS WITH GOODBYE

life is complex.

instead of mopping around while trying to find the ideal balance btwn what the heart and the head tells you, i would rather go with a different approach.

its so much easier to fuel my actions with anger and distaste. (hey, i didnt mention anything about it being the better choice). but, i cant seem to hold on to that emotion for long. hence it'd soon backfire on me because i'm too much of a wuss.

albeit everything, i'm kinda glad i have that chicken heart in me. in case.

its sunday and all the army boys went back in. we sent some off at pasir ris then kl, A and i went to macs for their mcflurry. and we talked. and it was just fun. and we walked and talked somemore.

ha. qw, girls talk soon.

the cbd is already in action, why cant you see?

OVER AND HELLO

i finished the harry potter book finally last night. took damn long cos i keep dozing off and watching tv. so anyway, it was quite a good book nevertheless.

but why the ending so .......

sean still can tell me that in the end dudley is actually a wizard and that he will kill his parents, save harry and blah blah blah. HE ACTUALLY MEANT IT SOMEMORE BECAUSE HE SAID THAT HIS FRIEND READ IT ONLINE.

sometimes i think i'm damn guillible. but his ending would be definitely more exciting than rowling's. sad to say.

haha.

the weekends are coming. this time its special because its st anne's feast day. but my mom say the popiah lady is not coming and thats just sad!

so anyway i just came back from taka with my mom. we bought a lot of toys and they are not for my brother and i. quite unfair actually. before that we went to the dentist and i'm taking my braces off soon! lol.

the affection i have for it actually grows.

okaye i've got better things to do now bye.

LIKE A REMIX.

i love love love high school musical.

anything to do with Disney actually, i love.

yesterday i stayed up the whole night (even forgoing my HarryPotter read) to just watched movies after movies. imagine what i can do if i live in a vcd/dvd shoppe.

and because of that, i couldnt meet qw at 9 this morning. so sorry by the way.

ha.

okay bye.

OH HAPPY DAY.

the past few days were great. like seriously. wouldnt trade any for the world.

oh, i turned 19 already.

in total, i had four cakes this year. and i ate them all up. much thanks to my auntyjean, the family, the coolchurchpeople (woodians and the boys!) and also qw and mwei. somehow they do deserve all the love in the world.

so anyway, i've been spending my nights actually sleeping in my bed in km as soundly as a baby. i was that tired lah. and my money pocket is kind of empty already. but that is not the sole reason why i stay home! i am kinda missing the company of my family and my tv box too!

and i've been seeing sean almost everyday! my mom should just give him a spare key because everytime i wake up in km i see him. alomak. like some recurring nightmare.

haha. we went over to find qw all a couple of hours ago and then after some makan we went to play monopoly. the game ended with 3 players wanting to almost commit suicide. that bitch (qw) single-handedly made wq, sean and I bankrupt like mad. first time i've ever finished the game man.

super funny. i think we should play somemore.

okay i'm going to bed now.

goodnight people! goodnight b. (:

WHEN DARKNESS TURNS TO LIGHT IT ENDS TONIGHT..

had a day out with qw. we ate like cows. non-stop and all. haha. kind of awesome.

i paid 40odd dollars for two chocolate items from the chocolat factory. i'm appalled at my expenditure also. hahaha. shocking. this is why i'm running dry already.

today my aircon man is suppose to come at 9am. and after that i'm gonna stay at home because it is the cheaper alternative. my bitchy throat is also one of the other persuasive stay-home factor.

haha. i'm still freaking sleepy lah. where is the bloody ACman. shit.

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b, i've had just about enough. if you know whats best, please leave like the rest.

BOLD.

i'm never going to be able to walk home comfortably at 630am anymore. what the hell.

had the grandma's birthday dinner at Regent Hotel. fabulous like mad. ate like mad too. i should seriously start thinking about how the digestive system work and the consequences of excessive/over eating.

never learn sia kat.

okay bye.

i'm going to watch 'Live Earth' now.

SAME OLD DIFFERENCE.

i dont know, i dont know.

what is forever?

somehow running away seems best already.

I WANNA BE LIKE SUPERMAN.

hello all.

i'm bored. my mom is complaining that the time i spent at home sleeping is double the time i spent in the same room with her. and trust me, i dont spend alot of time sleeping nowadays judging from my current lifestyle.

unhealthy. but fun. but very unhealthy.

so i'm gonna adjust back to the norm. singapore's night life isnt very happening actually. they cater more to ppl who drink and i dont really catch that vibe. haha.

so anyway, life is still good. and i love carrie underwood so i'm gonna get her CD soon.

and probably get my brother his long awaited stone/stoneplus.

see my mood.

good day! (:

MERCI F.

since i felt bored, i've decided to upload a little bit of what took place in France.













then there was a day of eurodisney..




thats billy, the teochew/cambodian/french boy. ha!

how i wish the weather here can be as awesome as the weather over there.

anyway, these are just the tip of the tip of the tip of the iceberg. uploading and resizing isnt really worth it.


hahahahahahhaha.

i think i'm champion cos i have the balls to post that picture up. nobody can get away with this kinda of thing. heh!

okay bye people. i'm gonna go reread the 5th harrypotter book again. the show is coming out on 12th july.

awesomeness!